2008-05-29

TOO MUCH HOPE

Today is exactly similar to the day he was left... indeed, he was indirectly left for the second time... The same feeling he once had when he was left back then... He thought that study is now his only hope... his only way to make himself feel that he is not useless and hopeless... The only thing that he find hopes in it... but again, things doesn't seems to be in the way he wish to be... he just got back his test paper and it shows 35/100... To be honest, he doesn't expect to be so low... what can i say? he put too much hope on himself... He put too much hope in LOVE, same goes to study... He overestimated himself... AS ALWAYS...

If they were still together, he will not feel so depressed as she can lighten up his world easily... She can come out with lots of advices and sweet sentences to make him smile again...

But without her, he has to do it all by himself... he has to learn to make himself to smile... but you will never ever imagine how hard is it for him to do so...

Year 2008... is almost like the end of the world to him...

He tell me that he hope for nothing... he just wish to pass all his papers as he dare not to PUT TOO MUCH HOPE with anything anymore...

P/S: Hey buddies, guide me on how to make the blog look nicer... it's so dull... and just ignore "he"... just an imaginary story...

1 comments:

JiuN said...

Yo!

How to make ur blog nicer?

1. Change the template/layout/design etc. U can change with those that are offered on Blogspot. Or u can try other websites that have 'skins' for blogspot, just like changing ur handphone theme.

2. Get some features by the side, maybe like a countdown timer to something important such as the BUKIT TINGGI trip??? Well, u can try to have some animation of pictures, whereby they have like slideshow of pics that u wanna put.

3. Of course u can have short jokes that will make some ppl laugh. Haha...

That's all for now kua...

Anyway, hope that this enlightens u on how to 'improve' on the blog.

JiuN

PS. U'll always have us as buddies.