2011-04-24

Farewell... Hello...

*Farewell, midnight...

If people give me a survey with the question "Which part of the day that you like the most?", and with no hesitation, my answer would definitely be midnight. I forgot since when I love staying up till midnight and I enjoyed being there, even though there is nothing better to do beside going to bed. Hmm... I do have a set of reason why midnight is the best part of a day =). Because it is the beginning of a new day, and you are actually welcoming it with a so called 'celebration' that last for hours (though sometimes there isn't anything during the celebration). Ok, that was just an excuses.

*Another thing I enjoyed doing at night, outside =).

The reason is that, it is during this time that you are totally alone and it is as if the whole world just become so silent. The only thing you can barely listen to will be your favourite repeating song. Ya, that is basically what I enjoyed doing most during midnight. But probably, tonight will be the last night for me to enjoy this lifestyle that hokkien will name me "SIAO LANG". Hmm... Typical, it is only when you are going to lose it, only then you learn how to appreciate it and miss it. And no doubt at this moment, I have already started to miss my so called 'Dark Age'. Dark in the sense that nothing much was done in the day time besides sleeping and those necessary stuff (taking meals and answering nature's call). I do agree that my day actually started after dinner. Oh my, up till what I have typed here, I really think my lifestyle is so abnormal, but ironically I enjoyed it =).

*There goes my SIAO LANG days

*Luckily my SIAO LANG days on weekends aren't that lifeless. Birthday celebrations are one after another.

*We first have Bing's...

*... then followed by Chong Hoong's...

*... and Evelyn's one as well.

*Not to forget the once in a life time ceremony. =)

The last day I stepped into the FYP lab till now, it has been almost half a year. That was one long holiday. So long that I can barely remember every detail of every single day. Throughout these period, trips took up quite a number of slots. First was the Mechatronics Langkawi trip, then followed by a mini Malacca trip and finally the grand one, Bali Trip. But the one thing that really took up most of my time is job searching. From online application to recommendation from others and finally to the Singapore Job Search Trip (well, we did went to the jobfair, just that it is not worth staying for whole day only then we decided to go Marina Bay =P), I have been to numerous interviews and of coz, rejected numerous offers. But one thing, I really learn something about myself from this job searching experience and I am still working very hard to overcome it. Hopefully karma don hit me on my first job for rejecting those offers.

*Bali... Indeed a wonderful place with wonderful memories.

*Didn't expect this to turn out to be quite smooth.

*See those recycle bag? It is a proof that we did went there =)

Well, nothing much. Just wanna scribble something onto this soon-to-be-abandoned blog of mine before I welcome the next page of my life. Hmm... I might make this entire blogpost sounded as if it is the end of the world tomorrow, but at this current moment, I do feel what chinese used to say, 忐忑不安. Again, I think it is the sudden transition that I don get used to it. Way back last time, the thing that actually took up my major concern will be to get good grades, but now the aim somehow became so much wider till I can hardly see what am I aiming. Back to the question that actually strike me for months, What Do I Really Want? Hmm... I hope the answer will become clearer soon. Really hope it won't be too long till I really know what I want.

*Carefree weekends...

*... and weekdays... Bye, I guess.

Ok, clock hit 3 and it is my usual sleeping time. And it will be unusual starting tomorrow. Time for a major tuning to my biological clock. Farewell, midnight and take care and..........

*Hello, early morning and nice to meet you...

P/S: Hopefully the next blogpost will not be a series of complaints from work XD.