Again...

*Story below is just purely imagination*

He thought that when finally they contact each other back, they can start from being just good friend... He thought that the clock can be reset back to 00:00 and let it tick slowly... and he thought he can see her more frequent since they went out together last night... and he thought that he is someone very important in her heart as she does not resist when he tried to kiss her... That moment was very memorable to him... He can finally hug her after such a long time and to his surprise, she just act like how she used to be last time, very sweet... He missed everything of her... and unfortunately, that moment was rather very short...
She told him that she is very confused and ask him to allow her some time to think... I bet with you that at that very moment he was filled with hopes...
That night itself he made a call to her and they chat for a very long time, just like how they used to be when they were still couple... She even promised him that she will be with him on his birthday which is almost around the corner... This is what he has been dreaming all this while and he really look forward to it... And i bet with you again he is filled with more than just hope, it is as if he owns the world at that very moment...
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However, things doesn't turn out to be like what he dreamed of... The next morning she wakes up, the 1st thing in her mind wasn't him... she doesn't miss him as much as him(2)...

Same time on the other night, he received this msg from her saying that
" I miss him more than you... i love him more than you... i m sorry... "

And AGAIN... All his dreams and hopes are crushed into dust in just a seconds... And AGAIN, he is left with memories and sadness...

I wonder what human are made from... Why one can be so suffer just because of love? This thing is really fragile... LOVE IS FRAGILE... I thought that he can live a better life after they did not contact each other... Yes, indeed he is trying his very best to do so... he tried very hard to seal his SADNESS inside his heart... but just because they contact each other, just because they meet with each other, just because of that very memorable night, the seal is broken... Perhaps he should not even contact her anymore... but i ask him, "can you do so?" and he replied "I DON KNOW"...He said He really felt sorry for some of his friends who help to seal his sadness last time and he broke it AGAIN now... " I M SORRY BUDDIES "...

SONGS OF THE DAY: 虽然我愿意 (I think this song suits him a lot now)



请让我靠近你轻轻对你说
别让我每个夜为你受折磨
是多么不容易才默默放手

为了我就当作这次为了我
别让我因为你被回忆折磨
而空气凝结了我们的脸孔
我别无选择

就算我们之间有什么问题
依然想念着你
虽然被放弃
虽然我愿意

就算我们之间有什么难题
黑夜我还想着你
心碎人孤寂
虽然我愿意

再让我靠近你轻轻对你说
当我说我要你从此好好过
是真的否则我怎么肯放手

为了我就当作这次为了我
赐给我你现在幸福的笑容
别让恨冻结了我们的脸孔
请你做选择

就算我们之间有什么问题
依然想念着你
虽然被放弃
虽然我愿意

就算我们之间有什么难题
黑夜我还想着你
心碎人孤寂
虽然我愿意

(心碎人孤寂)
(虽然我愿意)

就算我们之间有什么问题
依然想念着你
虽然被放弃
虽然我愿意

就算我们之间有什么难题
黑夜我还想着你
心碎人孤寂
虽然我愿意
心还想着你

P/S: Hope he can seal his sadness asap...