FRIENDS... THANK YOU VERY MUCH...

* T2 BUDDIES

I hate to believe it but today is the last day of engineering year 2, sem 1... and overall, this semester sure is an interesting year... and FULL with SURPRISES... and below are some of the things that happen in my 2nd year (as far as my memory concern)...

FIRST... the "notorious" project WARMAN COMPETITION
actually it is a competition where engineering students are given a question or rather an objective and so students are expected to come out with a device (or something else) that can successfully achieve that OBJECTIVE... so, i was so lucky to have been recruited into this team that consists of all the brilliant future engineers =)...
We set sail to the legendary JALAN PASAR to purchase the component after kha liang threw out this idea to have timers to control all the movement of the device (brilliant isn't it? i was amazed)
After the components are all in stock, it's time where our chief designer - BING start to brief us on his design and with no objection, construction began!!!

* Construction in progress...

*BEHOLD! Our 1st Prototype

However, this prototype doesn't turn out to be like what bing expect to be...so, modifications is done and this is how it looks like...

*TA-DA! 2nd prototype

*3rd Prototype

*Final Prototype (T2)

This device takes about 8 weeks to be completed, together with a report that describe this device... When comes to report writting, when you have KEE in your team, basically you do not have to worry at all (see, that's why i say i m lucky=).

Here are some photos during the testing day, and it is also Wee Fon's birthday!

*Kha Liang's custom made device driver

* Happy Family =)

*Happy Birthday Wee Fon (see how he slice the cake)

Apart from WARMAN, there is also this electronic mini project which i found it more and more interesting.. this is because i started this project with no understanding at all to the circuit but everything start to make sense when writing the report and of coz, bing's explaination.. In this mini project, i have got three credits, 1st: bing is my lab partner ; 2nd: kee's cousin sis example report as our guide line and lastly, our mini project (automatic fan) has got nothing to do with sounds... so Dr. Low has got nothing to ask but to throw this "common sense" question to us during our demo, " How many legs does your relay has?". We were stunt for a moment when he ask that and do not know exactly whether is he asking for the number of turns inside the coil. And finally bing answer "5 legs" and BINGO!!!
(To be honest, from week 1 till week 13, this is the only circuit i understand... haiz...)

The tasks, tests, demo and assignments allocated in the timetable this semester has got a pattern... it gets MORE & MORE from week 1 till week 12... and to your surprise, we have got assignment 2, mechanics test, computing lab test, mini project demo...etc, everything on the last two weeks... and that's why we have skipped one of the night to rush the assignment two drawings and report... AND FINALLY, everything is officially DONE!

This semester, i spend most of the time doing projects and assignment with friends.. the best part is that sometimes we take turn to overnight at either my house or ah bing's condo... and rushing report till late at night... Driving on KESAS back and fourth at late midnight... and also imitate Chong Woi's favourite quotation "Bu guan ni shi de lo. Tiao ni"... Those are the moment that i can get rid of thinking of ****... and this is the best solution for me to live happily... i do not know whether this is the life that i want but i m kinda used to it, though i was hard for me to have such a sudden change in my lifestyle... anyway, FRIENDS... THANK YOU VERY MUCH... wish that i have more times with you guys... and i too hereby apologize for anything that i did wrongly all these while... SORRY...

And there goes the 1st sem of year 2008... while everyone is having their eyes stick onto books and notes, i m still blogging and changing layout of my blog here... =p.. anyway, MAY ALL MONASHIAN SCORE WITH FLYING COLOUR IN THE FINAL...all the best!

Oh ya, thanks a lot to michele (Apple Chele) for helping me on the layout... i shall owe you a treat.. anything will do=)... That's all for this long long post... gonna seriously switch to study mode

P/S: So, how's my new layout? Do leave some comments ok. Thanks

TOO MUCH HOPE

Today is exactly similar to the day he was left... indeed, he was indirectly left for the second time... The same feeling he once had when he was left back then... He thought that study is now his only hope... his only way to make himself feel that he is not useless and hopeless... The only thing that he find hopes in it... but again, things doesn't seems to be in the way he wish to be... he just got back his test paper and it shows 35/100... To be honest, he doesn't expect to be so low... what can i say? he put too much hope on himself... He put too much hope in LOVE, same goes to study... He overestimated himself... AS ALWAYS...

If they were still together, he will not feel so depressed as she can lighten up his world easily... She can come out with lots of advices and sweet sentences to make him smile again...

But without her, he has to do it all by himself... he has to learn to make himself to smile... but you will never ever imagine how hard is it for him to do so...

Year 2008... is almost like the end of the world to him...

He tell me that he hope for nothing... he just wish to pass all his papers as he dare not to PUT TOO MUCH HOPE with anything anymore...

P/S: Hey buddies, guide me on how to make the blog look nicer... it's so dull... and just ignore "he"... just an imaginary story...

Again...

*Story below is just purely imagination*

He thought that when finally they contact each other back, they can start from being just good friend... He thought that the clock can be reset back to 00:00 and let it tick slowly... and he thought he can see her more frequent since they went out together last night... and he thought that he is someone very important in her heart as she does not resist when he tried to kiss her... That moment was very memorable to him... He can finally hug her after such a long time and to his surprise, she just act like how she used to be last time, very sweet... He missed everything of her... and unfortunately, that moment was rather very short...
She told him that she is very confused and ask him to allow her some time to think... I bet with you that at that very moment he was filled with hopes...
That night itself he made a call to her and they chat for a very long time, just like how they used to be when they were still couple... She even promised him that she will be with him on his birthday which is almost around the corner... This is what he has been dreaming all this while and he really look forward to it... And i bet with you again he is filled with more than just hope, it is as if he owns the world at that very moment...
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However, things doesn't turn out to be like what he dreamed of... The next morning she wakes up, the 1st thing in her mind wasn't him... she doesn't miss him as much as him(2)...

Same time on the other night, he received this msg from her saying that
" I miss him more than you... i love him more than you... i m sorry... "

And AGAIN... All his dreams and hopes are crushed into dust in just a seconds... And AGAIN, he is left with memories and sadness...

I wonder what human are made from... Why one can be so suffer just because of love? This thing is really fragile... LOVE IS FRAGILE... I thought that he can live a better life after they did not contact each other... Yes, indeed he is trying his very best to do so... he tried very hard to seal his SADNESS inside his heart... but just because they contact each other, just because they meet with each other, just because of that very memorable night, the seal is broken... Perhaps he should not even contact her anymore... but i ask him, "can you do so?" and he replied "I DON KNOW"...He said He really felt sorry for some of his friends who help to seal his sadness last time and he broke it AGAIN now... " I M SORRY BUDDIES "...

SONGS OF THE DAY: 虽然我愿意 (I think this song suits him a lot now)



请让我靠近你轻轻对你说
别让我每个夜为你受折磨
是多么不容易才默默放手

为了我就当作这次为了我
别让我因为你被回忆折磨
而空气凝结了我们的脸孔
我别无选择

就算我们之间有什么问题
依然想念着你
虽然被放弃
虽然我愿意

就算我们之间有什么难题
黑夜我还想着你
心碎人孤寂
虽然我愿意

再让我靠近你轻轻对你说
当我说我要你从此好好过
是真的否则我怎么肯放手

为了我就当作这次为了我
赐给我你现在幸福的笑容
别让恨冻结了我们的脸孔
请你做选择

就算我们之间有什么问题
依然想念着你
虽然被放弃
虽然我愿意

就算我们之间有什么难题
黑夜我还想着你
心碎人孤寂
虽然我愿意

(心碎人孤寂)
(虽然我愿意)

就算我们之间有什么问题
依然想念着你
虽然被放弃
虽然我愿意

就算我们之间有什么难题
黑夜我还想着你
心碎人孤寂
虽然我愿意
心还想着你

P/S: Hope he can seal his sadness asap...

FirstDay

I have a blog previously but to your surprise, i never even updated it. That's because i don know what to write inside a blog... It's like showing to your friends your diary... But it's just all the old thinkings... One of my friend is right... When you are sad or you feel that there's something that you wouldn't want to keep it inside your heart, blog is the best place to keep all your words...
So, here's my blog, Nick... and don expect photos or even videos as i m still a beginner... i still haven figure out where are those icon and how to upload those fancy thingy... I NEED TIME...
To be honest, i didn't thought of creating a blog at this time (1:38 am)... oops... forgot something very important...

***********HELLO EVERYONE*************

P/S : Please kindly leave some comment to guide me how to write a good blog. Your co-operation are much appreciated.